its been a long and loose day.

a good news is one o fmy papers got accepted. a bad news is another paper got rejected.

these kind of news are like fuyun that will vanish in my heart soon, concrete in my career though.

 

here comes something deep in my heart, actually fuyun though.

came across a song which reminds an really really old song which i really really liked when i was a child. I believe i haven't heard it for at least 15 years.

i made a lot effort and finally found it out.

 

couldn't help to record it here

title: 爱不释手

“沉鱼落雁，闭月羞花，美的没处藏；人在身旁，如沐春光，宁死也无憾。国色天香，任由纠缠，哪怕人生短；你情我愿，你来我往，何等有幸配成双。啊哈，待我拱手河山讨你欢，万众齐声高歌千古传。你看远山含笑水流长，生生世世海枯石烂。啊哈，今朝有你今朝醉呀，爱不释手你的美，莫等闲白了发才后悔；啊哈，今朝有你今朝醉呀，爱不释手你的美，让我抱得美人归……”

admittedly, it was not that good, just a normal one among many straightforward and shallow ones that ever attracted me.

I've never been proud of my taste, but also never regret for anyting i loved.

its been a different feeling. it is like an old friend of mine, the lyric and melody seemed to attempt to remind me something.

It was a theme song of a TV series. I certainly remember that the first time when i heard this song, i was totally captured.

 

rivers and mountains, hero and beauties, lofty sentiments,.....

i am recalling these boy dreams,

 like so remote from the real life,

but still so deep in the boy's heart like he never stops chasing.

 

Probly one day, the boy became old,

he got a chance to hear the song

that he ever loved 50 years ago,

he knew the boy dream never came true but he never regretted. 

 

btw:

hardly got a chance to be sentimental, hehe. Don't mock at me, my friends, leave me some space for 磨唧，寡 and YY :-)

if you never heard this song, don't be misled, it is not a good song from modern's perspective. You may love it only if you actually loved it.